I’ve been with my boyfriend for over a year and a half now. I really love him as a person, but I don’t think I’m actually in love with him. I feel like I can’t get out, he does everything for me! Buys me things and treats me like a princess! I appreciate it all, but it’s not enough when you don’t really truly love them and want to be with them. I feel guilty. Last night I was with another guy, I wanted to have s** with him more than anything. I almost couldn’t help myself, but I did. I don’t cheat. But if I’m feeling like I want to sleep with other people, maybe I should just end things but it doesn’t feel like it will be that simple. I am so lost. I have had 2 long term, serious relationships and haven’t had time to be single. I also don’t want to lose a guy who cares about me so much, just to be able to f*** other guys.. I feel so guilty for even thinking about this, especially almost f****** another guy.