I need to confess what I did the other day.

I was on omegle. I guess I’m a perv and like to hold up a sign that says “wave if you want to see the tiniest p**** ever!”.

I don’t show to anyone if the don’t wave or say that they want to see it.

I came across this girl who was having some fun by putting all of her hair in front of her face, looking like she was a “demon”. just innocent fun. when I landed on her I had my sign up. She didn’t next me, just stayed like that with her hair in her face. so I started to chat with her in the text box.

I was very h**** at this point, and really only had one thing in mind, getting off. I’m not usually like this, I can usually separate my horniness from right and wrong, but I was like in a h**** haze and couldn’t think of anything else, and had been going from girl to g****** omegle trying to find someone who would watch me.

So I started chatting with her pretty much with the only goal of getting her to watch me c**. I joked around with her about her hair and stuff for a little while. She said she was a “demon”. So I took that as an opportunity to introduce what I wanted. I asked if she wanted to see my “little d*** demon”, in a joking manner, but serious with the question. She said “ok”. Not very enthused though. I had been waiting for this, so I got it out right away. I don’t know if it was at this point or right before I showed my d***, but she got her hair out of her face so I could see her. She was obviously young, definitely underage, I’m just not sure how young. I of course noticed this, but didn’t care at all, and was actually quite excited. Also was excited to find out that there was another girl there as well.

They looked at it. not much of a reaction (I think it’s fun getting funny reactions to it). Sometimes that’s the end of it, but I was really h**** so I started to get hard. My p**** grew as they watched. Again, they weren’t really very into it, not really engaged or interested, just seemingly putting up with it. They didn’t overtly oppose though, so I continued. At one point the girl put her hair in front of her face to look like a demon again. Looking back, it makes me feel so horrible, because all she wanted to do was have a little fun looking funny, scary with her hair in front of her face. Now, I don’t know why they continued to watch or consent to what I asked and did. This makes me feel horrible because I feel like they really didn’t want to see it, but just said yes because they were young, naive, and probably bored.

With my p**** hard, I asked if they wanted to watch me c**. They said “sure” (or “ok”), again not very enthused. I started furiously m*********** and came quite quickly. After I was done I think I said thanks, and then said “have a great night!”. I had got what I wanted and was done with them (horrible).

They looked a little annoyed. They didn’t have audio, but I could see one saying “Okaaay”, like in a drawn out, annoyed, confused, way.

And that was that.

Soon after that, I “woke” up and realized how bad that exchange had been. I had never been so one-mindedly h**** that I had forgotten about my humanity and the people on the other end.

Those girls didn’t deny or refuse my requests, but they certainly didn’t ask for them or really want them. I feel like I basically forced it on them, objectified them, and then cast them off when I was done with them. I have always been a caring and sensitive person, and didn’t think I would ever do something as horrible as this.

Now I am dealing with the guilt. I feel like I hurt those girls. I don’t know their age, but they looked young. I feel like I could have been a part of shaping their image of the world, and of men; that men are horrible pigs and the world is a nasty place. I want them to know that not all guys are like that, that sort of thing is not good or normal, and that I am deeply sorry. Although, it is very unlikely that I will come across them again and will be able apologize directly to them (thinking about looking on omegle, clothed, to try to find them again).

I needed to confess this and apoligize for this, which is why i’m on here.

To all the girls out there, I am sorry on behalf of all the guys ( and me) who have objectified you and turned you into nothing more that an object to live out there s***** desires with. You are people just like everybody else. you don’t deserve that.

From the very bottom of my soul, I am sorry.