im a girl and i like other girls. im in a theatre group with a girl. she is so beautiful and smart and funny and i just cant help but smile when i think about her. she is older than me but i cant help it. we played an improv game and she acted like spongebob and it was the cutest thing ive ever seen. she has the voice of an angel. i cant even describe her dancing. i do some other theatre groups and she is in those too so its like hell. i feel guilty because she doesnt deserve to have someone like me crushing over her. i know it makes no sense but i just cant help it. i did an audition and she was right in front of me and my voice kept shaking and she was staring right at me and the only way i could sing was if i closed my eyes but i couldnt do that cause its cowardly. ugh. sorry for my horrible writing