I am a sophomore in high school, a cheerleader and gymnast. Guys at school ask me out and hit on me sometimes or flirt with me and I go out with guys but mostly in groups with other girlfriends. I’ve never had s** with anyone from my school. What no one knows about me is that I discovered m*********** when I was twelve and it was so fantastic that I’ve been doing it regularly ever since. By the time I was 13 I was looking at and m*********** to internet p*** all the time. At first it was just hot guys with hard ons but then it became everything. My biggest fear is getting a reputation at school for being a s*** and being gossiped about but I think about s** all the time. Then on a family vacation in Florida, where nobody knew me, I was laying out on the beach while the rest of the family had gone back into the condo for lunch and a very handsome older man just started talking to me. He looked at every part of my body while we talked and didn’t try to hide it. He could’ve been any one of my friend’s dad. He just made me feel safe. Within about 20 min we were on the way back to his condo and as soon as we were inside he was on me. He was forceful but he didn’t hurt me. I knew exactly what was going to happen when I left the beach with him. It was completely consensual.

Ever since I’ve been going to different parts of town where no one knows me and getting the attention of men and letting them have me. Sometimes 2 or 3 times a week. None of my friends have ever even had an o***** with a guy, and they don’t think I have either but the truth is I have them all the time. The older the guy and the more it feels like he never imagined he’d be having s** with a high school cheerleader, the hotter it makes me.

I thought I would have some guilt or regret but I don’t. I like it, a lot. That’s my confession.