So I have been in a relationship for eight months about three months in…. I got to know a guy on my course, to be honest a group of us have all become good friends ( thats what uni does :P) Anyway on night out in town – we were all out and I still couldn’t really tell you how it happened but I ended up getting with one of my friends, I will call him A for this. ( when I say got together we kissed) We hide it from the others and wandered back together and parted way with a kiss. (I know he has a long term girlfriend at home) Uni continued as usual we talked more and it wasn’t awkward. A few weeks later again we all headed out. A and I got together again and hid it from the others. This time we did go back together!… to cut a long story short this happened on three more occasions, I mean it was passionate and well it felt right. I knew I should be loyal but I wanted A!

So what did I do about the boyfriend, well I decided we should split, this happened after getting with A twice. I had the conversation no one wants to have and left feeling I did the right thing but then he came over to tell me ‘no’, hew said no to us breaking up!!! Of course I didn’t tell him I had cheated!

Anyway it get worse. on one night out I dance with another friend, a friend of both A and I, we end up kissing in the club and that is it! but A gets pissed off and doesn’t talk to us. this confuses me, he has a GF back home but if he is upset maybe, just maybe he likes me? by this point I realise I do like him a lot.

Again I decide that no I cant stay with the boyfriend but no.

So summer has begun. I haven’t seen the boyfriend all summer because of work. we don’t really text- phone calls every other day but nothing emotional and not long convos.

A well we haven’t spoken on the phone, but 30 texts a day easy! I mean ‘xxxxxxxxx’ is normal on both parts and he is single now.

Cofession over!!