I’ve gone a bit crazy recently. I have been talking to 6+ guys at once, most of them being over 5 years older than me. I’m 16. I haven’t told anyone anything I’ve been doing and it’s killing me. One of them was 24 and we went on a date and he ended up making out with me and feeling me up and f******** me. This is the first time I’m doing anything like this and it really isn’t me. Exactly a day after that happened I went on a date with another guy and he kissed me and I let him. He tried to feel me and stuff but I said no. I feel like I’m going out of control with everything. I drink a lot now and go clubbing all weekend. I don’t know what’s causing all this but I’m happy(except with the guy thing it makes me feel guilty) and all my friends hate me now.