I think I may be masochistic. Why? Well, I love romance movies and books but, when I read them I just feel bad about myself because I don’t have anyone that likes me. No one compliments me so I seek solace from strangers on Omegle and random chat sites. I feel loved when strangers tell me I’m beautiful, cute, or even hot. However, whenever I exit the chat site I slip deeper into depression when I acknowledge that they are just seeing that because they want me to undress on cam. In summary, my longing desire for love and affection is eating me up to the point where I feel unwanted, unloved, and down right ugly. I hate how all I want is to be loved even by a stranger….