I am not even sure how to say this but basically… I am just so confused with my life. I am not sure if this is how I dreamed I would be and how I dreamed life would be at 16 when I was 8. It’s crazy to think about my current thought process, the stresses I have and the decisions I have made. I’m sixteen and I don’t have a boyfriend, lied to everyone that I have had my first kiss, secretly scared to drive and just definitely not anywhere near the image I thought I would encompass at this age. It’s is all just too much.
