I am in love with an old friend who also loved me. Problem is we didn’t tell each other..as life went on we grew apart & married other people. She is now going through a divorce & I am in a largely loveless marriage and 2 very young children. I am too gutless to leave my wife but I have been tormented by pain to be with my friend…even though I don’t know if she still feels the same way…
I have thought of the pain I would cause my 4 year old son if I left & that scares me..but the thought of living in this marriage for the rest of my life could be worse…
Completely lost.
