I am a youth pastor and I am addicted to online p**********. I know that this is so common, but it horrible for me because I’m a pastor. Who can I tell? I’m not supposed to struggle like this! I know that God doesn’t want to feel shame and guilt; He wants me to find healing. But I don’t know where to start. I don’t want to lose my wife or my kids. I just want it to end. I need accountability, but who do I tell? Who do I tell who won’t go… “that’s really messed up! Other people can struggle with that, but not you. You’re a pastor.” Yeah…. but we’re human, too.

Oh God, please help me!