I am engaged and I love him so much
Yet I still think about my ex
My ex fucked me over so bad. While we were together he cheated on me with his ex and didn’t tell me until the day he found out she was pregnant. I hate him so much but so much s*** still runs through my head about what was real and what was fantasy. I want so much to erase him from my mind. I don’t understand why I even think about the p************ when my fiancé is so amazing to me.
I hate him so much for what he did.
I hate seeing him so happy with the girl that I would have to tell him not to talk s*** about. I hate that he just erased me out of his life so easily like I was never there. I hate that I can’t just do the same.

Still I wish them the best with the little girl
I hope that she falls madly in love with someone and that he sees how happy he makes her and I hope that someone breaks her heart like he broke mine and I hope that he thinks of me.