I allowed my boyfriend to not work for two years while he lived with me and I worked to the point of having a near breakdown. I would come home to a mess and find he had been looking at p*** and other women all day. I craved his attention and wanted him to want me. Now that he has a job he buys things for himself before paying me back what he owes. I lost myself to this person who is a damn near sociopath. I’m angry and guilty because I wasted time I can never get back.