Sometimes I feel like no matter how I feel, my boyfriend will never care about maybe how I feel about something. I’m sure if I got ran over he’d just shrug and go hookup with someone… In the past he “technically” cheated on me by just asking someone out.. But got denied. I forgave him but it always just doesn’t feel the same.. I can’t tell him how I feel (such as this) cause he only gets mad at me and ignores what I said. But I don’t want to leave him cause I know nobody else likes me.. I have the worst self esteem ever.. I go online to try helping myself a little. May as well tell you randoms.
