my friend’s boyfriend introduced her to ”inhaling anesthesia” and she introduced it to 3 of her best friends[which includes me]. both of my friends tried inhaling anesthesia, they bought it from watson’s. as soon as i went home i told my parents what they did and my parents were proud of me that i have the brains not to do this stupid thing. i told my parents ‘ i am not THAT STUPID to take it, i will NEVER take it!’.
i inhaled it yesterday. 2 of my friends brought it to school [i am 16 by the way] they tried it and it looked fun but first i said NO. they were angry with me and they did not want to talk to me…they asked a couple of times and i said NO. but they were really angry and i could not bare it, so i took it.
It felt amazing and I DID NOT STOP inhaling it. I FEEL SO GUILTY i broke my parents trust!!! the worst part is BOTH my parents are doctors…and i knew all the bad effects this would cause me but yet i took it… i am so ashamed with myself i just dont know what to do…i cant tell them the truth because then they wont trust me anymore and i dont want to spoil that so called ‘perfect daughter’ image in their minds!!! :'(