I have been in multiple relationships that leave me feeling empty and unsatisfied. I would always end the relationships early on as I realized we are not meant to be. I would lie and tell these men that life has brought on stuff that has given me no time for these relationships. It was not that I never liked relationships.. it was myself. I have finally come to accept the fact that I AM gay. There is nothing I can do to change the way that I feel about myself, I was not comfortable in my own skin. I couldn’t be myself, I had to lie about my life and feelings. I lied to myself. I am gay and I should no longer feel ashamed. When I learn to overcome more challenges, I may tell my friends and family but for now I remain anonymous