Were my roommate not a dumbass, he would not have bought methis alcohol and then went to bed. I am extremely, EXTREMELY h****. I may go wake him up. Or just slip intp his bed and see what happens. I need some attention and I’m tired of servicing myself. Besides, hes made very clear that he would love to f*** me. Tired of being logical with it all. I want to go witj my instincts.