i think i love you.i …loove you?
ANYWAYS…i have a friend who has a bad rumor pinned to him and it made me somewhat a b**** around him.when we first met I was attracted to him then after learning many disturbing things about him(more nomal but he should keep it to himself,although he was one of many guys who were real with me ,im surprised at how much more quicker and close guys get to me{im not an attractive person either) i wasn’t into him but after a few months he asked me out i played it off and acted like it never happend.year later we’re still friends im still asdfghjkl/gross/umm about him then up to now. Before i ,Quit?,school we had our seats moved next to each other and i see how he still acts around me and i feel bad.over the year section before the now section he got a little fat which isn’t even notice-able but im like trying to find things i hate about him to keep me from liking him.but im sad and alone (not even like that for those of you sick fucks)and i’ve been imagening/thingong/dreaming of him and i don;t know what to do i dont go to that school anymore i don’t see him but i keep thinging about him.someone,ANYONE HELP ME!what should i do?
tell him?,ask him?,Etc.?