Although you will never see this, I’m sorry I’m s***** at carrying conversations – especially long-distance ones. Honestly, I’m sorry I even tried in the first place. I’m sorry I built us up to the plot of the movie and then paused it, only to never press start again. I’m sorry that that was a really weird, introspective sentence. I’m sorry I let you go. I’m sorry I miss you so much. I’m sorry its been a year since we’ve talked, and I’m sorry that just now I think I’ve realized I loved you. I’m f****** sorry that I still think about you because I know that you don’t think about me too because its been so long. Why am I that loser who still thinks about the girl she met online a year ago?