I recently went to a concert and met a guy. I was attracted to him but I am married. We ended up kissing a couple of times and I really enjoyed it. I knew better than to give him my number but I really wish I would have now. My husband”Phillip” and I have been together less than 5 years(dating and married combined) but we haven’t kissed like I kissed the stranger in a long time. I told Phillip how my friend who has a BF hooked up with a guy and he told me “If you had made out with some one I’d have gotten over it pretty quickly” but I lied and told him I didn’t. Now I can’t stop thinking about the stranger, although we just exchanged first names I wish I could find him. I’m not sure that I am cut out for monogamy. I used to always get bored with guys after a few years I do love Phillip but the spark isn’t there s******* and I want more. I don’t know where to go from here.