I hate my brother. I think my life would be so much easier without him. I wish he were dead. I know I am selfish and rude to wish something so awful on someone,but I do. Hate is wrong, but it is the only feeling I have towards him sadly. He’s gay. I know. I don’t have a problem with gays. Just the way he tries to hide it , it shines through his high pitched voice, cheerleading uniform, gay p*** internet history. So why doesnt he just f****** say it? We know it. Stop denying the truth. His hygiene is horrible, along with his posture, self-presentation, and social skills. I’m being completely disrespectful and absurd. I hate him. I really do.