Left my needy, manipulative, emotionally abusive ex in December. It's now May. I've been in a committed and sexual relationship with his best friend. I

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Left my needy, manipulative, emotionally abusive ex in December.
It’s now May.
I’ve been in a committed and s***** relationship with his best friend.
I don’t know if he knows. I don’t care.

All that matters is our happiness; everything we ever wanted… happening, for us. Right now. Every touch, kiss, f***, moan, laugh, smile, embrace… it completes me and has reminded me what happiness is.
We’re still playing the “don’t tell him” game to avoid the drama of my ex… and eventually we’ll have to come out with it… but.. I don’t really want to.
I enjoy this secret, hot affair.

And him.. OH GOD HIM! He’s perfect in every way and makes me feel so f****** confident and s***. HIM being with someone like ME… the biggest compliment I’ve ever had.

The way he fucks me and makes me feel like I’m falling apart with every inch of him… the way his kisses make me want to grab hold of him and grind him like an animal… I’ve NEVER felt this passionate, s*******-attracted, emotionally-attached or happy in my life. It’s love, and we can’t stand a moment away from each other. It’s love. It’s wild. It’s hot. It’s ours.

To Hell with you, Ryan. I can’t even remember your voice.

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