I feel so awful. I sometimes enjoy watching child p**********. I’m 17. My internet has been down for a few days now, and my mom called to have them come fix it. I just got a call from them saying that they need my mom to call them about our account. I’m so fucked. I don’t know what to do. And I’m scared. I’d rather kill myself then live the rest of my life walking door to door saying, hi I’m ______ and I’m a registered s** offender. I would never ever ever even consider having s** with a child, I just occasionally think it’s k****. And I know it’s wrong. I’ve seen some videos where I think, Omg how can they do that to a child. I don’t think r*** is hot at all. I Don’t know what to do. F***. F***. F***. F***. F***!