I’m a nerdy loser who works at Fiserv and I am planning on ending myself by the end of this year. I have t****** loose ends (accounts, beneficiaries, etc.) and have a solid plan in place that doesn’t need any hard-to-get drugs or supplies. It should be peaceful too if done correctly. I am logging this confession as ‘guilt’ because part of me does feel guilty for taking the easy way out – but I will never apologize for suffering life-altering pain for years on end, especially when nobody cares to ask how I am doing.