went onto the hub to crank my s*** then saw a couples vlog and just realized how much i miss him.. 🫩
Im actually starving right now since I cannot afford to buy anything and I have run out of almost everything. I havent bought food for 3 weeks and I ave even come to think of eating grass to survive. I cannot even afford potatoes or milk. I want to buy one potato with the ten cents from returning a bottle but I am scared its not enough. I am having heart problems from starvation and sleeplessness, my stomach growls at night. I have nobody to turn to. I feel like either I will die or I have to kill myself. I cannot go on. I have a salary but bills and taxes are so high I become indepted and I have nothing left for food.
I have gone to multiple Jewish camps and in each one I was shocked to see the religious guy (Sharon Samuel) was sleeping and f****** around with Sionaa Haeem. His Wife “L” isn’t even aware about it. I am venting it out cause I really can’t keep it in me and I need to say it and I cant live with it anymore. Not sure why no one ever went and said it to his wife but I do feel bad for her. Also all his friends/colleague keep their mouth shut, including me, but I cant keep quiet now since he is related to me and I have seen this going around for 3 years. This camp I just couldn’t take it.
