Is it okay to be obsessed with my own OC?

I’m Karen or Ka_0896 , a 30+ years old artist and still unemployed but takes commissions.

I have an OC named Yuki (loves bread, is rock dumb, has L cup b*** and a**) and I really love her, like she’s my daughter…and sometimes I love to out her is situations like non-con r***, s***** situations, etc. and made her very dumb to my liking. I made her to be 24 at first then changed it to 18 years old while pairing her to older men like 40+ years old.

When it comes to hen/tai, I really see it as a romantic thing, like the kidnapping and such to progress them to a romantic couple. UwU

As of current, I’m doing manga of a mermaid who is emotionless but is very Expressive and loves bread. I paired her with a yandere prince who kidnaps her (romantic), a sea witch who is yandere (romantic), an mage elf who sees her as a tool (romantic), a black pirate who is savage and wants the mermaid as s** slave (romantic), and a noble man who wants to be his treasure and kept in an aquarium (romantic).

As for Yuki, I paired her a lot to many men, and saying she is loyal and only love her with one Demon only but harem is too good because I Love harem but only if girl is surrounded by boys because love and romance. I dress her up in cute outfits that already looks like skimpy lingerie since it’s fashion!

And is it bad to love them?