I’m in love with a guy. I met him while he was working. He’s a cute male nurse. I noticed him right off as being you know “special”. I kept studying him on how he conducted himself. I looked for any evidence that would indicate to me that my “gaydor” was correct. We talked whenever he came in my room. The door was always opened, but it had a couple of curtains across it blocking it for my privacy. I had a gown on that covered my nakedness. I was completely n*** other than for the flimsy hospital gown. I asked him what he did when he wasn’t working ? He said “I design wearing capes and hoods. I then sew them. Oooohhhhhh I beamed! I bet you make some pretty ones! You’re so talented. I told him that I sew too! After that, we talked fashion. I asked him if he wore what he made? He said sometimes. But he makes alot of capes and hoods for his girlfriend. My heart sank. Oh I said. She very lucky to have you for a boyfriend I said. Then he said, she’s like a sister to me. He moved in closer to me. You see? We’re not that way. We’re just friends. I looked into his eyes. I was smitten. Your like me huh I said? He said you’re like me too smiling at me. He said he had a pretty good hunch that I was “special” too. I found myself saying that I wanted to s*** him. He was soooo cute!! I couldn’t help myself. I really wanted him to know how I felt about him. He moved closer to me. I reached out for him. He made his c*** unreachable to me saying no no no as he laughed. I said yes yes yes as we both laughed. I can’t he said. As much as I want you to, I just can’t. I said I wanted him so badly! I’ll swallow everything? He stood there just out of reach. As I moved around, my gowned came open. He looked. I looked at him. May I?? I opened it up more. He smiled Yes he said. I took off my gown. He moved in close to my bed. I took off my gown. I laid there in bed naked. My little soft clitty got stiff in front of him. I turned over. I opened my p**** for him to see EVERYTHING!! I showed him ALL of me. My clitty and my p****. My clitty had a stiffy. He liked that. He liked my p****. I told him I was super clean . I was DD Free. He was visibly turned on by whst I showed him. I then got out of bed and in a small section of privacy, i bent forward bending forward and expose my opened p**** to him. I wanted hom to lnow what he would be gettong. what I would look lije as if he was hoingvyp f*** me., He said so was he. He had to go. He left me! I was hoping he’d be back. I had my hand gripping the lower bed rail of the bed. He came in and instantly walked over and leaned into my fingers. He had a nice hard stiffy. I was feeling his c*** through his thin pants fabric. I told him that I wanted to have him on me and f****** me. I wanted him so badly that I would do anything for him. He smiled and said i like you alot too and O want to get naked with you. We would have fun together he said. He lept pressong his c*** on my fingers . His c*** felt yummie. I so want to s*** his c***. He worked his c*** on my fingers. He grinded his c*** as he stood there. As he did that, he said your married? I said yes. but we don’t have s**. I told him about her f****** another guy behind my back. I started to cry. Told him how badly that it still hurts me. He asked where we lived? Told him our house is a big Rv. He asked if my wife ever went on long trips? I said she does, He said that he wants to get to know me more. What you showed me interests me alot. I cant do anything now as I’m working. But we could get together and we could have our time together if that’s alright with you?? I melted! I said oh yes, I would like that very much! He left and I was really h****. My curtains came open and it was him. He hands me small pack of Vaseline. He hands it to me. Whats this for I asked? Its for you to use as you m*********. I thanked him snd adked if he would want to watch as I masturbated my stiff clitty with the thought of him? He said he couldn’t. Not because he didn’t want to, but because of others needed him. He said to think of me f****** you laying with you naked in his arms. Think of me as you imagine us being naked and me forcing me into sucking lovingly on his c*** and swallowing his warm c**. He turned, disappearing into the curtains. I opened the Vaseline up and preceded to coat my little hard clitty with it. I began to m********* to him! I love to m********* my clitty. I soon had a very charged up clitty. It felt so good. Here I am in a hospital and getting attention from a cute gay male nurse. We made plans to talk more tomorrow. He said “I really want to see you again where we can be ourselves and do the things that we want to. My heart was filled with happiness!! Had I experience a “love at first site episode ?? I was giddy. Couldn’t concentrate cause of him. My mind was filled with him. I dreamed that night about him. I dteed that he and I were alone on a bed. We were kissing snd touching eavh other. He took off all my clothes. I was naked. He called me his girlfriend and he loved me. We kissed as he felt my clitty saying how beautiful I was, He said thst he madturbated to what I showed him. He said I had a nice little p**** hole and he fingered it. We kissed more and I wanted him to f*** me. I raised. He pushed his finger in and out of my p****. He then was naked snd I was sucking lovingly on his c***. I loved his c***. His precum tasted wonderful. I wanted more. I sucked his c***. I felt his hips start to f*** my face. I laid their with my lips around his c***. His c*** was in my throat. He picked up speed
. He was fully pressed into my mouth with his c***. Fast and faster he pumped his hips onto my face. His c*** felt good in my throat. He erupted with c** in my throat and mouth. He started to pull out. I grabbed him holding him in my mouth. I wanted all of it from his balls. I milked him with my mouth for more warm delectable c**. I found his a** hole with my finger. I played with it. But then I gently pushed my finger onto his a** hole. He let out a small “aaaahhhhh”sound. He raised up and I sucked him as he was up. He held that posture. I worked his soft limp c***. I sucked on just the tip and his pee slit. He quivered and shook uncontrollably . I sucked until he became hard again in my mouth. Telling me to turn over on my tummy, I turned over. I felt him lick my p**** getting me wet with his mouth. He climbed on me. I felt him in my p**** crack. His c*** slid easily into my p**** hole. His c*** filled my p**** completely. He fucked me. It was nice to feel him in me and on me. His strokes were wonderful to me. He stopped. He pulled out of my p****. Face me sissy gurl he said. I turned over. I laid their looking at his hard c***. He opened my legs. He got in between them. He got on me. He slid his c*** back onto my p****. Oooohhhhhh I said. He felt really good. He fucked my p**** hard. We kissed and french kissed. His c*** felt so good in my p**** hole. He began to slam in my p****. Each stroke was powerful slamming into me. With the force of the f*** that he was giving me, , it made my teeth chatter. No one has ever given me a f*** like I was getting. Not even as a young sissy child at the hands of an older boy. He was the one who told me that I was a sissy gurl. Him and his friends fucked me. My folks never knew what was going on. My babysitter helped me when I came back from his house across the street. She bathed me and took care of me. But my dream..?
Tomorrow came. I was counting down the time till I could see him again. I was really smittened with him. I ached to touch him. But then, the hospital discharged me. We said we’d exchange phone numbers the next day. I didn’t have a way to contact him. A taxi took me home. I was on the verge crying. I sat in the back seat riding back to my wife. My eyes filled up with tears. A tear dropped…then another tear. I had tears running down my face. I couldn’t control it. I was heart broken. I muttered “darn allergies”.
I still think of him.