Wasn’t sure if I should post this undef ‘a truth’ or ‘a pain’ and I wish ‘a painful truth’ was an option. I spent years and years sticking my webcam up my a**, exposing my breasts and playing with my coochie. It’s all over the internet and anyone who wants to see those videos is able to- free access. I have no privacy whatsoever and everyone else knows all my deep dark secrets & I know theirs- and that’s what’s going on.

I did this to myself and now I regret it. Anyone out there has access to every part of my body whenever they want and I feel like a p*** star- naked and fully exposed to anyone and everyone.
Like a live cam girl except not s***- hideous and gross and disgusting.

So let me be the first to get pissed off and blame a little girl who has lived her entire life in purity and innocence, in obedience to God.

She chose to make the right choices, and I did not.

So I hate her and blame her and want to make her pay for what I did to my own self!

B****! How dare she enjoy the fruits of her labors, the peace of mind that comes from a life of integrity and dignity.