Omw to Burger King because Iโm always alone, lonely, and need a good w***-session ๐
You will not make me feel guilty over nothing. You’re a real jerk. I refuse to let what you said and done in my past make me feel worthless. I am no longer under your control. Dad,Russell, James and those few connected with a few of you. Kayla,Amanda, Sheila ( even though you’re supposedly deceased) I am a good woman that’s trust has been destroyed and I didn’t deserve any of that. I deserve to be treated better. I’ve gone on with my life believing I can do better and that better people will be placed in my life. I want to meet a real good man that truly loves me and values me and not shift the blame on me over issues you all refused to change about yourself or even admit your faults. Toxic people lie and make believe they are good just to use and stomp on the heart of not only me but every good person in your path. I forgive but I do not trust nor will I allow you to be a part of my life. What’s so bad is that I am too afraid of getting to know another man . They all claim to be different just to learn too late they’re just another cavity in my mouth. God help me to learn a person is a narcissist before another one destroys me.
I was at a wedding for my cousin Olivia and her fiance Dylan last weekend and this man kept flirting with me. He was married and was related to Dylan somehow and seemed harmless. He asked me to dance andI always want to dance so of course I said yes then while we were dancing he said when the song is over follow me and when the song ended he started walking away and I followed him. Idkw. We ended up in a empty part of the reception and he started unzipping his pants and im like wtf and he said hurry up and turned me around and kinda bent me over and im like wtf still and my dress was up on my back and he was inside me before I realized really what was happening. He was like I knew you were a s!vt and before I could even say anythng grunted and finished. I heard him zipping up before I even knew exactly happened then he said wait a few mi urea before you come back and was gone. I went to the bathroom and cleaned up a little and when I walked back in he was slow dancing with his wife. Totally crazy and random and canโt believe it happened I donโt even know his name.