There has never been any sunshine or f****** rainbows in my life. Only delusional thinking to convince myself things were going to be okay. They never will be okay. I don’t expect life to be “all good,” I just want ONE F****** GOOOD THING to happen for once in this pointless, miserable f****** existance. It’s not that “everything” doesn’t work out, it’s that LITERALLY F****** NOTHING ever works out, and it never will. Thinking otherwise is being delusional.