I have a boyfriend of many years, he’s a very good man, but he doesn’t treat me well. He’s only mean to me, and he doesn’t understand how to take accountability and control his temper. I’ve been having an intimate relationship with his best friend, who at first was very romantic to me, I thought he loved me, but now all he does is lust over me. I’m obsessively in love with his best friend even though he doesn’t feel purely about me anymore. His best friend is married. I know what I am doing wrong, and all I want is to feel truly loved.
