I don’t think I love my wife anymore. Ever since we got married we have been constantly fighting, we never see eye to eye, and she hangs out with her family a lot and she always seems happier with them than me.

13 years ago, right before I started dating my wife, there was another woman. During the summer after my freshmen year of college, we spent all the time together. But when I went back to school, she didn’t want to have a long distance relationship. We’ve kept in touch over the years but we really talked in a few years.

However, I still dream about her every few months. Not even s***** dreams. As a matter of fact, my wife is the only woman I’ve slept with. I just dream about being with her. And when I wake up I get depressed because I didn’t want to wake up.

But I made a vow to my wife. To be with her. And we have a kid together and I love my kid with all of my heart. But the truth still remains. My wife is not “the one” but “the one I’m stuck with”. And I will forever unhappy for the rest of my life.