I'm a gen z woman and I think consent past a point is stupid and the concept makes me feel uneasy and unsafe. I was SA'd multiple times throughout my life

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I’m a gen z woman and I think consent past a point is stupid and the concept makes me feel uneasy and unsafe. I was SA’d multiple times throughout my life by other kids my age. I didn’t like it when they didn’t care about my feelings or me as a person. But I developed a CNC kink and to this day I find it hotter than anything else. I only like rough erotica and film where the bottom is damn near crying. I have fantasies about being SA’d again. So I don’t understand my gens s** repulsed culture and they make me feel unsafe and uncomfortable. Everything is about ‘their consent to a conversation’ but they just rage on the topic without digging into why they feel that way and I’m the one being caused actual discomfort. Theyre just being immature and weird and no better than purity culture religious people. I also hate the whole narrative that we can’t touch eachother anymore. Shoulder touches are reacted to with violence in my generation. Kids are being taught it’s okay to reject hugs just because they don’t want a hug and I 1000% disagree. If the person trying to hug them is creepy that’s different. But this narrative that touch is bad is obsurd. I’m so significantly touch starved and I’ve cried from strangers leaning against me when I was in school in a GOOD way. I’ve always needed touch, support, and community. I hate how gen z ruined that over technically ‘my behalf’/victims of assault. Or this constant perpetuation of us all hating men. Like no, I’m so sick and tired of it and I want to go back to a culture where touch was common and men actually hit on us without being scared of catching a fake SA charge. I feel an ache in my chest and I’m honestly often suícidal because of my generation. I hate that they make me feel like that but pretend they’re progressive or helpful. I want it all to stop.

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I was 14 for my first television show and on the side stage before going on camera one day the producer’s son that was 8 years old came up to me dragged up a chair and started hugging me and kissing me for righteously and started massaging my d*** and continued until it ejaculated and then he put my hand on his d*** which was very hard and then moved my hand up and down and I gave him a throbbing o***** as well we continue that for the rest of our lives and moved to Italy when he was 14 and got married I’m 20 years later we would not have it any other way but the point of this message is he chose that at 8 years old and it’s not regretted a moment of it and neither have I when we spent the night together he enjoyed f****** me and became one of the smartest people in his class…… He would spend the night with me on a night before filming and then later I stayed in his suite at his home and he began f****** me at 9 years old and had the most beautiful sounds of ecstasy his mother would come in and say you boys don’t stay up too late now as his d*** was throbbing in me….. After we were together about 6 months he had two other brothers and he said could we help them have o***** so he let them f****** as they had no one to give them o*****…… They were so incredibly beautiful …. Robbie showed them how to f****** from the rear and how to lubricate the p**** and they watched until they completed o***** and then the next one took his turn while the other two stood by with hard dicks throbbing even though they had just completed f****** me they both kissed my heart throbbing d*** as they went back to their own rooms Robbie took care of my d*** after they left and drank everything and became a part of me later with his first e********** as he was f****** me I became a part of him through The years our passion and love for each other have never stopped that is why I cannot identify with the control people want to have over what boys do with their d*** and who they can give it to and what they can do with it it’s a part of who they are it helps them become who they are meant to be

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