I masturbated and I used mind projection indicating to women where I work that I’m a sissyboy who likes women to give me s******* dildos up my b******* that I m********* and what my b******* looks like and smells like and that I might be bisexual ( but I’m definitely not bisexual, have never tried it and never plan to ) and I was immature feminine pathetic lazy ungodly ungrateful irresponsible I lied I was hypocritical prideful selfish I had worldly sorrow resentment I complained I was manipulative divisive and I fell asleep multiple times in front of other coworkers while I was at my job and I was self righteous immature ungodly unprofessional I had a martyr like attitude I feel awkward embarrassed humiliated and I was anxious afraid worried paranoid and I had resentment I used profanity I tried to be something I’m not and I was unloving unmerciful irresponsible ungrateful stubborn blame shifting opinionated I set a negative example I passed judgment against others and took my frustrations out on others and I gossiped