Hello. I’m the person who’s been a pest in here for like, a year now. I’m always here going on extreme self hating tirades and how I hate myself for this and that reactionary reason, and constantly blabbing about identity issues, my disabilities, and childhood trauma. Everyone gives me advice and while I always appreciate it I never actually take it or listen to it. I imagine you all find me really annoying. Honestly I think I’m here cause I want someone to miraculously psycho analyze me and explain who I am to me, because I have no idea how to do that, I’m pretty sure it’s impossible for me to do that, and in its place I fill it with obnoxious self hate. But that’s not your job, I’m not your responsibility and I shouldn’t dump my problems on you all. I mean, if a therapist doesn’t even help, how can I expect strangers on the internet to? If I can’t figure out who I am on my own, then maybe I just need to accept that I’m useless and I don’t know how to talk about myself without going into the annoying self hate spiral. But anyways, I’m sorry for dumping my problems on everyone here.
