I started sucking my Step Dad when I was 13. I always knew I was gay. My Mom never suspected. He would take me camping on long weekends and it would be me sucking him the entire weekend. About a year after this started he did a*** on me. I didnt like it at first but became my favorite. We did this til I went to college and when I would come home on visits. Mom never found out but I do feel guilty about what we did.