From one day to another perhaps because I was more lonely than usual, I began to look at my son differently and feel pleasantly observed.I am 44 years old and have been a skating teacher for many years and always try to keep in shape, although I have always envied other curvy moms. Now on some days I almost feel like an exhibitionist and do gymnastic exercises in the living room hoping that they will walk by and look at me. All of this I think is really wrong, but that’s what really happens to me.