It was my very first time being a bridesmaid. I felt honored and beautiful and excited. That’s why when I checked on the groom while the groomsmen were getting their pictures I was caught off guard by him. He said he was nervous and thinking about calling it off. He asked if I could help and I of course said I would do anything. Before I knew it I was bent over a chair with my dress around my waist and up on my back. When he slid in he kept saying yes this is what I needed. I was basically in shock. It didn’t take long and he finished inside me. I remember fixing my dress and checking my hair and make up still sort of in a daze. Less than an hour later he read these beautiful vows he had written and all I could think of was that he was swimming inside me. I still see them a handful of times a year. He’s never said a word or even looked at me like we have a secret. Like it never happened.