I’m screwing around with a married man. He’s 18 years older than me. I think I’ve let him become the only saving grace in my s***** life. I don’t want to set the boundaries that I have to. I want to be able to be his princess. Everyone is judging me for it like I committed f****** murder. I finally found someone to help me heal all the trauma from my previous relationships and now I’m supposed to just give that up.