This is a truth but I am lying to everyone around me. I am going insane. I check my shoulders every other second. I clear rooms in my mind as if there’s an active shooter. I am erratic and violent. If I’m not paranoid, I’m angry. I’ve never hurt any one outside a couple physical altercations. My mind in genuinely sliping away from me at all times. I’m going to go insane and won’t be long until I reach my limit. I am probably a sociopath. I’m not going to get a mental evaluation becuase they will lock me away.
