I’ve been struggling with some personal issues lately and I want to anonymously share my story to get things off my chest.
I am a 67 yr old married woman and I fantasise and m********* EVERY DAY about being brutally gang raped by lots of old fat ugly dirty nasty men….it makes me o***** almost immediately…there are sometimes variations in the location and things they do, but it is BRUTAL R*** and I love it…I want it in real life
Everyday I feel more and more severely depressed at the fact that I have failed to kill myself several times i just want to be happy and forget about everything I keep repeating my destructive desires one more painful lesson and I will just end it
