My Wife has no interest in s** anymore. She knows I need it and has taken to “forcing” me to M********* in front of her, like putting on a show. She just watches.

Sometimes she will let me get behind her and release onto her a**, but then orders me to clean it up. Having to lick off the mess from he behind after c******, is embarrassing. But I am so s** starved I did it.

Lately she makes me wear woman’s clothes when I m*********. She laughes at me and tells me I look like a $2 w****. Wearing bra and p******, stockings, sometimes a nightie. She orders me to c** in the p******… then tells me to keep the stuff on and go to bed all wet and sticky.

I need to get off so bad I just do these things she orders. She finds ways to humiliate me more and more each time. Licking up and swallow the mess I made as she watches it most embarrassing.

She has even taken pics of me dressed in lingerie and video of me licking up the mess I made. She has told me if I do not do exactly as she orders she will show it to all my friends, family, and neighbors. I feel guilty and trapped for s** with no escape.