I love you so much it hurts. I love you so much I can’t stop thinking about you. So much I don’t sleep.. We’ve been such good friends since you were a child. I never noticed you like this until a few years ago. I think it’s because I’m 6 years older. You’re such a wonderful man. I really feel you might love me too. The way you look at me, stick close to me, come to anything I’m at or hosting. But we don’t say it. We don’t flirt. We keep it so secret I start doubting if you do. But I know in my heart you’ve loved me for a long time. I wish you would say it. But you wouldn’t hurt him. And I still love him too with all my heart. I believe you can love two people. My husband is my best friend and we’ve always had a great relationship. I feel so guilty. I have no agenda with you. I just want us to say we are in love with each other and move on. My heart hurts. I can’t let you go without confessing. I don’t want to lose you. I’m horrible, I really feel horrible. What do I do!?