I don’t think there is anyone put there for me. I am engaged but I feel like I settled. I don’t want to marry him and I don’t like living together. I feel like I spent my whole life settling cause there is no one out there for me. Sometimes I wonder If it’s because I may be aromantic, but other times I just want to find someone who will understand me. Someone who likes all the quirks I have, someone I can have genuine fun with, who gets my humor, who makes me feel like I can be ME. Someone passionate and who has the same interests as me. I want someone who makes me feel like I found my person. I feel like I will never find my person and that I will be unhappy if I marry my fiancee. I don’t know why I am too afraid to end it when I am not happy. I want to find my compliment but I think there is no one out there for me why I don’t end things. Maybe my expectations are too high or my person was born too early or will be born too late and I will go through life feeling alone