I wish i didn’t meet you in the first place. You actually the one person i wanted to spend my life with. Like i say i caused so many things without realizing cause i was blind and i wanted to belong. I thought you were different and you deserved better. But im done i need to move on and i need to learn to forgive my self. Like i say before i wanted to apologize and say goodbye. So thank you for everything and sorry for being a idiot. If you see me again don’t bother me because you made it clear i never mattered. I don’t hate you but im sure you think im lying.