Well, i used to have a small kind of friendship with a girl who’s intelligent, beautiful, kinda social, humorous sometimes… but it lasted the whole second semester of first course, as in the first semester i was shy and refused her idea to play secret santa.

She used to like my posts and stories and i liked and commented on her stories, she appreciated my extra academic activities and shared the exams experience, plus I had an opportunity to meet her boyfriend… now since the second course began, she didn’t talk much to me. She was constantly with girls and was distancing from me… she complained a little about staring too much on her (as I couldn’t believe that she was attending the special event with me), I even tried to have a chat, but she didn’t replied me and so this made me angry and think that she was forgetting and unsent all messages…

the most heartbreaking thing is that she hided her stories and highlights on Instagram from me and didn’t seen my posts even she likes my friends posts… the same thing is about comments, in which she replies everyone, except me – this made me think that I’m the awful guy… and the most horrible thing for me is that she asks for notes for others… while she ignores me…

Despite the sad present, we had common things with her as we were wearing glasses, had an interest in English language, had an interesting topics in social psychology…

I’m afraid that I couldn’t find any girl who’ll be the best than her… 🥲