I’m a 33 year-old, single high school teacher in a suburban town, and I have been living with a foot-tickling fetish for as long as I can remember. I have been very secretive about it and indulged in this fetish every few months at strip clubs several miles away from my city or even take trips to a NYC establishment that sets up 1-on-1 private sessions in an apartment.

Last week, I took advantage of an opportunity with a student and went too far. I’ve seen all the news about f********** guys getting the book thrown at them for interacting with persons under the age of 18, and I used my position of authority to tickle a girl who is under that age in exchange for covering up a suspendable offense. Honestly, I enjoyed tickling this girl greatly, and took many precautions to ensure she wouldn’t talk about it or get caught. I didn’t tickle her anywhere illegal, just on her sides, underarms, and mostly on her knees and below down to her soles. However, the following two days I saw her in class, I felt awful and maybe somewhat fearful because I know I went too far.

Not only would I have to see her for another few weeks this year, but potentially throughout the school for another 2 years. I’m already looking to transfer to another school.

I wish I never had this fetish but I have to live with it and everything I’ve done.