When I was 20 and fresh out of college and going through a deep depression, my father came home one day after work and said hello. I was playing a video game to stop thinking for a bit. I was severly depressed with no hopeful prospects for the future.
i literally didnt have it in me to even respond, I just wanted to disappear. After I didnt respond he turned to go upstairs where my mother was cooking and said plainly.
“Why dont you just kill yourself.” I’ve never told anyone this, not even several therapists.