What am I doing…? I know it’s wrong, I feel guilty… but I also feel something I haven’t in a really long time. I forgot I was capable of feeling anything at all so I guess it’s nice being reminded that I’m still human after all. Enjoy it for the reminder it was, and step away from it before it turns into something I’ll regret and I ruin everything I’ve fought so hard for… Why is that so hard for me to do? F*** emotions, I didn’t miss them as much as I thought I had, they only cause problems.