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Went to a first time face to face public meeting with a pro/for hire d********* who is willing to take me on as a submissive client. I have gone to dominatrices a few times before so i expected to be made to squirm or be embarassed to some small degree in public. It was at a bar at her direction. Most of the conversation was her asking me “what about….” this or that, if I had experienced this or that, what are my curiosities and things willing to be explored. She was not deliberately loud but if someone was close, and the bartender, could hear and i was redfaced a lot. She only had a couple of drinks but was ordering them constantly for me amd telling me to drink constantly. When she was done asking her questions she suggested we go have a trial run session which i was definitely not prepared for. The suggestion caught me off guard and before i could even respond she reached out as we sat at the bar and took a severe pinching grip on one of my n****** out of sight inside my hoodie. I yelped a little but mostly just leaned into it and panted as she kept the grip. Told me I looked as though I was about to tell her no. She kept the pinch grip on my n***** as she instructed me to pay the bartender who looked like he was more than ready for us to leave. She released my n***** so we could walk out and told me to walk her to her car. We got to her trunk and she said i probably should have pissed before we left. Then she slipped her hand into my hoodie again and pinched and twisted my other n***** severely. I gasped and whimpered but still leaned into it and rose on the balls of my feet and gasped again when she told me very sternly to wet myself for her and my bladder complied to my embarassment. She held my n***** until my bladder was empty and my pants and socks and shoes were soaked and then told me not to stand there for the whole world to see that i had pissed myself. She hit her key fob trunk button and told me i was not in shape to drive and i was certainly not sitting in her car soaking wet from p****** myself and told me to get in the trunk. I was unable to refuse her by this time between excitement shock and alcohol. She told me she expected to find me naked and out of the piss soaked clothes when she got to her dungeon and opened the trunk. Her expectation was met.

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Many mornings i sit on my front porch with coffee and a cigarette as a relaxing way to watch the world wake up. This morning i was doing so with the residual taste of the male runner i orally please (usually weekly but sometimes more frequently) still clinging in my throat. An older couple was on ther morning walk today, i see them occasionally. She was the usual casual wave and good morning but he did not even glance my direction. She called him out on it and told him to at least say good morning, and they were on their way again. As they walked away he turned and looked back at me with an uncertain ezpression on hia face I hope she did not give him grief later, because i know why he was acting awkwardly. About six weeks ago he made his first visit to my back yard shed to take his own pleasure in my mouth. It was actually emotional for him because he had not gotten any relief in a very long time. I told him he was welcome any time. But like many older married men he was truly suffering the guilt and shame of taking his pleasure in a man’s mouth and for being unfaithful to his wife. But naturally after getting the incredible pleasure i gave him as i reverently worshipped his hard hungry male flesh…he told me during and after that he had no idea such pleasure existed…his guilt and remorse and shame got to him and after a couole of weeks i assumed he would never return. But sure enough, i eventually saw him on a morning solo walk and he came up to me unable to even speak or ask, and i simply had him follow me to my back yard shed and without speaking i gave him what he needed again. And of course afterwards despite his enjoyment in the moment, he was in tears again and said he could never do this again. But a week later, he was back for more. Then again a few days after that This is where we are at as i saw him on his walk with his wife this morning. I have sincere empathy for his inner crisis, and he kmows if he comes back for more he will get it time and again. I know it sounds arrogant but i know eventually he will come back again and again. Not because i am conceited but because i simply know men and the type of man that seeks what i give them on my knees. He will come back because they all do eventually this is simply how some men get what they need and i enjoy giving it to them for a host of reasons…..from the diary of a closet neighborhood cocksucker