I feel guilty. I had a big argument with my dad. He would never hit my mom even though I know that, but he just made that action of hitting her, she faced

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I feel guilty. I had a big argument with my dad. He would never hit my mom even though I know that, but he just made that action of hitting her, she faced me so only I could see him. I think I overreacted. Couldn’t control my anger : Feeling guilty but according to me this was not acceptable.

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I hate you and resent you, you never listen and only hear what you wanna hear. You like me but its only conditional and when its convenient for you. You treat me like trash just like everyone else has and walking on eggshells. Any little mistake I make, your awful to me, you’re easily possessive , controlling and get easily jealous if i so much smile at someone yet its okay for you to have friends. You don’t want me to talk to anyone else yet you push me when I want to have a conversation with you. You only halfway listen, and you wonder why I completely shut down and dead inside. I rather live and die alone than feel more alone & isolated around everyone who’ve treated me like a freak. You get mad that I don’t want to be near you yet you’ve mocked me when I was really upset and hurt. I feel trapped and stuck. Im waiting to die, I hate this non-ending cycle pathetic excuse of this life im living. I can’t even escape in my own thoughts, if a god or any other being exists and is listening, please take me away already , why do you let me live ?

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